Friday, 21 October 2011

She was told: You loved.

Would somebody care to hear me out? Would you hear me now? Would you? Remember how I stood beside you every time? How I wiped your tears, not caring about the ones streaming down from my eyes? How I fought for every single one of your rights? How I made you smile every time you cried? How I never refrained from giving you my shoulder? How I forgot all my bounds just for the sake of keeping you happy. How I was your favourite thing, the favourite thing that you owned. 
Did you forget?
So you forgot all of those times? You said you would never forget. You said you'd repay me. You said you'd be there for me every time I'd need you. Did you forget? Was I that easy to let go?
And don't you even recognize my puffy eyes now? Do you see I'm helpless and broken, and I need support? I need a shoulder? I need to be repayed? I'm lost. I need you to find me my way. Would you help me out now? Don't you see how I am at time's mercy? Don't you see anything, anymore?
I know you find all this, just plain lame. That is exactly why I didn't want you around, around in my head.
You loved me.
You said you loved me.






Lone'd; her sighters shed,
they spoke of your unseen debts.
Advises; them?
Forever you meant.
" 'tis a betraying circus! Spares none; not even, an infant."
You: her desire held. For you had hemmed her scars,
insane of which had bled.

Alas! Abandoned?! You left.
Your game, most grievously heartfelt.
Your sparkel'dly beaded vows;
Screech now. As to declarely strangle;
Yet end.

That melodious laugh of your new another,
turns her into dust, altogether.
Pray could you stop.. For 'tis beyond intense, 
a molester.

She, her present: 
pieced as though, Anew'd. Again.
Crumbled and shattered;
she was barbarously, led to the men.
'Fight to struggle!'? Hah..
You would lose her!
realize, that you would lose a gem..

Nevertheless she aimlessly strolls.
Circles yet, your abode.
someday something would bring her call.

For she believed.
And she was always told:
you loved.


I wait for you; I will always, wait for you.

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